God I just LOVE when a guy smells good. Seriously. We watched like one episode of tv, so for all (sarcasm) of 30 minutes he held me as we cuddled on the couch and god he smelled SO GOOD. I told him that like 4 or 5 times. And even later in the night, after playing some WoW he came to show me something and sat beside me and he still smelled damn good. Not only that but when he held me on the couch I dunno if it was because I was so tired from working out or what but I don't think I've ever felt more comfortable or relaxed in recent memory (possibly ever). It was just like a perfect fit as we snuggled together, not boney, not squishy, not too tight, not too weak, I really can't describe it. I really wanted to stay lingering like that, but also wanted to play games with him so I reluctantly let him up so we could geek out a little. But yeah, guys that smell good are amazing :) He had just showered right before we cuddled/watched tv and omg... seriously XD And he held me not too tight but firmly, enough to make me feel all warm and safe and happy. If we had stayed like that for longer I wouldve fallen asleep on his shoulder for sure. I think it's the happiest I've felt all week, since the last week when he cooked me breakfast in the shape of a face and we went to pick out kaylee for the first time :) Sometimes he is just so sweet. I write about negative stuff too much so I just had to say that I feel really happy - I love him.

And I think on that happy lil note I will go to sleep it's after 2am. :)